"Hundreds of dewdrops to greet the dawn,Hundreds of bees in the purple clover,Hundreds of butterflies on the lawn,But only one mother the wide world over."
-George Cooper
Amma, you were my shining light of my life. Thirteen years ago when you decided to go to the heaven, you left me stranded! Not knowing where you had gone at that point I continued to live, but as days passed by I started to feel a void in my life. Do you know what it is? It is you Ma. I just prayed that you where with me forever for me to share with you stories of events that happened with me during a day at class or about my best friends, lecturers, feelings, dreams, etc. I envy every child who gets to do all of this with their mother and hate every one of them who do not respect nor understand their mothers. I envy all the children who have their mothers alongside them, to take care of them when they are sick or in pain.
Amma, you left a lot more people than me. Achan, the only person whom I adore alongside you has been living a life with his feelings kept within himself just to see me and chech grow. Amma, wish you were here with him, so that I can see you and him being happy forever. Fate decided to take you away from us to a far far away place.
Amma, I miss you more than ever these days. I miss a person in my life whom I can share my feelings. You are the only one whom I can share it with. My happiness and sorrows, are kept within my heart. Whom do I share it with, Amma? If God ever comes up in front of me asking for a wish, my only wish would me 'TO BRING YOU BACK TO ME'. No one can fill your place in my heart. It is just you, Amma.
I pray to God, that in my next birth I am born as your son again and get to live with you till I die.
